This is one of my old posts of my blog My Happiness Journey. I hope you like it.
I thought I learned everything about how to make myself happy, I learned it's my choice, I learned that repeating positive affirmations to gain self confidence, self love and self respect can really help to lead to positivity and happiness. I learned that happiness is my own responsibility. I learned that likes attract likes, so if I am happy I will attract happy people into my life. In spite of that I didn't take any action toward my happiness.
Do I feel more comfortable this way? Am I more familiar with negative thoughts and unhappiness? Am I more familiar with complaining and I am not sure what else to do or say if I don't find something to complain about? Am I afraid to look different from others? I don't like to look different and hence to be noticed.
How will I communicate with them? Am I afraid of their sarcasm and mockery? They may think I became mad.
Why do we feel more comfortable or familiar with the negative approach we all tend to adopt in our life? We are all complaining, no matter what we have and what level of wealth are we living in, we just complain. Complaints are a common factor in all our conversations everywhere.
Am I afraid of looking better, more beautiful, shinning, energetic and enthusiastic? Am I afraid of my response when I look better? Will I accept my current life as it is or will I rebel against it? Digging deep inside myself is really scaring me, I can't predict what will be the results and what will be the effect of this process on my current life? Do I fear looking for my own happiness?
I think that sometimes we may fear or wrongly believe that the happiness of our beloved ones may be harmed while we are looking for our own happiness.